i want to tell him

[Rayne]

7th grade

stared at the guy next to me.

He was

my so called "best friend".

I

stared

at his

short, chocolatey brown hair,

and wished he was

mine.

But he didnt notice me like that, I

knew it.

After class he

walked up to me and asked

me for the notes he had missed the day

before and

handed them to

him. He said "thanks"

and gave me a kiss on

the cheek. I wanna

tell him, I

want him to

know that I don`t

wanna Be just friends, I love him but I`m

just too shy,

and I don`t know

why...



11th Grade

The phone rang. on

the other end

it was

him. He was

in angry tears,

mumbling on

and on

about how his love had broke his heart.

He asked

me to come over

because he didn't want to be alone, so I

did. As I sat

next to him on

the sofa, I stared at

his ocean blue eyes, wishing

he was mine.

after 2

hours,

he decided to go

to sleep. He

looked

at me,

said "thanks" and

gave me a kiss on the

cheek. I wanna tell him,

I want him to

kno

that I don`t

wanna be just

friends, I love him but

I'm just too shy, and idk wHy



Senior Year

The day before prom he walked to my

locker. "My date is Sick"

he said; she`s not qonna

go. well I didnt

have a dAte and

in 7th qrade we

made a promise that if

neither of us had dates we would go

together

just as "best

friends". So

we did.



Prom niqht

After everything was over I was standing

at my

front

door step. I stared

at him, He smiled at me

I want him

to be mine,

but he

doesn`t

think of me like that

and I kno it.

then he said "I Had the

best time,

thanks!" and gave me a kiss

on the cheek. I wanna

tell him,

I want him to kno that I don`t

want to be just

friends, I love him

but I`m just too shy,

and I

don`t kNow why



Graduation Day

a

day passed, then a week, then a month.

before I could blink, it

was graduation day. I watched as him

perfect

body

strut

up on staqe to qet his

diploma. I wanted him to be mine, but he

didnt notice

me like that, and I knew

it. Before everyone

went home, he came to me in his smock

and

hat, and

cried as I hugged him.

then he lifted

his

head from my shoulder and said, you`re

my

best friend,

thanks!" and gave

me a kiss on the Cheek.

I wanna tell him, I want him to know that

I

don`t wanna

be just friends, I

love him but I`m just

too shy, and I don`t know why



A Few Years Later

now I sit in the pews of the church. that

guy is gettinq married

now. I watched him say "i do" and drive

off

to his new

life, married to another woman.

I wanted him

to be mine, but he didn`t see me like

that

and I knew

it. But before he

Drove away, he came to

me n said you came!" he said. "thanks!"

and kissed me

on the cheek. I

wanna tell him, I want

him to

know that i dont wanna be just

friends, I love

him but I`m just too

shy, and i don`t

know why }]|



Years

passed,

I looked

down at the coffin

of a guy who used to

be my "best friend". at the service they

read a journal

entry he had wrote in

his hiqh school years.

This is what it

read: I stare at her wishing

she was

mine, but she doesn`t notice

me like that, and I

know it. i wanna tell her, i want her to

kno

that I

don`t wanna be just friends,

I love her but I'm

just too shy, and I don`t know why. I wish

she

would tell

me she loved me...I wish I

did too. I

thought to myself, and I cried



my pen pal sent me this

[Ramen]

That was really good.
I almost started crying...

[Near]

www.fictionpress.com/

..
its a place to put fiction and stuff.
you could make an account.

[Ramen]

cool

[Rayne]

right

[Ramen]

cry.

[dead emo girl]

omg that was so sad T_T

[Ramen]

Sady sad sad.

[dead emo girl]

i totally cried a few minutes after i read that

[Rayne]

emoitional

[dead emo girl]

....ok im good

[Ramen]

I got a tad teary eyed, but thats it.

[Rayne]

i don't get eary eyed often and i didn't for this but it was very good
sad and .............romantic.....yes that is the word i want to use ....in way

[Ramen]

yep

[Near]

you emos